monares - My Dad "ACM"

ACM

Every time I hear the word "father", it is always known that he is the head of the family, the breed winner, the teacher, the boss and has the authority within the family circles. We call him -- "Papa".

Papa is the first who hold my hand, my skin and touches my cheeks gently. I grew with his power to make me a better person. He's the mama when my mom is not around and he could be also my sister when they are afar. He's the strength when I am weak and he even make me laugh though I don't want. Days, years passed by, he's still on my side.

Now that I've grown, I don't know what pushes him to leave me alone. When I need someone to talk to, he deprive himself to listen to me. It's way too different than before. Though I can't understand if something's not right with me, I'm still trying my best to be a good daughter to him. Everything I did was always bad in his eyes. We seldom talk but still it doesn't make me feel good because of the words he utter shatters my heart and you can't imagine how it hurts.

I can no longer continue this. But he's my father and I respect him a lot. I still need to thank him for loving me BEFORE, maybe until NOW  and I still never lose hope that his love would last until FOREVER. 
"Pa, thank you for letting me see the world as a paradise."


This is a letter from me, who never stop loving you, to a special person like you ARMANDO C. MONARES.  My Papa and my Hero.